Here I am almost at the finish line of a pregnancy that felt lighting fast
I'm ready to meet this rambunctious girl and see if her constant busyness in utero reflects her personality in the outside world
who will she look like?
ANXIOUS is the word I would use to describe how I've been feeling
Last week we found out she was in the posterior position, which was what lead to a csection with Sienna. I had a major breakdown that night, and lost all hope for the vbac I want so badly. Its pretty likely that I'll wind up with another csection and going through hours of labor just to wind up in that OR again will be devastating to me mentally and physically but I think I owe it to myself and to baby to atleast try. Miracles do happen right? tiny chance she may still turn from her ever so comfy and wrong for birth position.
